New years resolutions consisted of:
-Getting a job!
-Working out on a daily basis.
-Building a better relationship with my mom and spending more time with my dad.
-Keep growing stronger with Ben

You are the most disgraceful thing to ever breathe on this planet. I am never going to forgive you for how you treat me. You are one of those people that should never be a mother. You are so selfish, childish, violent, and verbally abusive. Everyone hates to be around you and you just don’t get it. Its allwaaays everyone elses fault, never yours. I hate it. And I hate you. The day I turn 18, you will never hear another word from me, and that’s a motherfucking promise.

im a bitch? thats just how i am? didnt ever expect that coming from you..

I waste too much time, energy, tears, thoughts… I overthink and can’t sleep. I dream too high.

Im a fucking teenager, damnit.

and im gonna start living like one.

Fuck relationships. Fuck worrying. Fuck crying. Fuck everything.

Im going to live on what makes me happy.

&thats being spontaneous.

whatever happens, happens, and im okay with that.